1) Dealing with a thought Mr. Billy Menkhaus sent to me last night. His thought suggested that our sinful nature actually is in some cases more of a blessing than a curse. Now before one would say "WHAT!" I think he has a very valid statement. First i'll deal with a couple butchered quotes I've heard in the last yearish: "In the end whatever decision we have made about God, he will be Glorified" and this one from C.S. Lewis
"All God does in the end is give people what they most want, including freedom from Himself. What could be more fair?" To expound on these - If we are in the end forgiven by Grace through Jesus God is glorified in his amazing Grace and Mercy. Should we condemned to Hell based on our own independence and sin, God is glorified in his Holiness and Justice. So in the end the sinful nature within us WILL give God glory, whether it has been destroyed in us or absolutely consumed us. What about now though? It seems so much more like a curse than a blessing trying to live a life for Jesus now. If you read the title of this blog, however, Paul in Romans 3-6 is pretty clear about the law.... ...Therefore no one will be declared righteous in God’s sight by the works of the law; rather, through the law we become conscious of our sin... The law was brought in so that the trespass might increase. But where sin increased, grace increased all the more, so that, just as sin reigned in death, so also grace might reign through righteousness to bring eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord...In the midst of our Sin - Grace ABOUNDS - Gods mercy is clearly seen, and we can rejoice and praise Him for this grace!
2) So the other day and this morning I was listening to the song "Worlds Apart" by Jars of Clay. The end of the song is humbling reminder not to turn the cross into just an image, and a beautiful prayer for God to direct our lives:
I look beyond the empty cross, Forgetting what my life has cost;And wipe away the crimson stains; And dull the nails that still remains;
More and more I need you now, I owe you more each passing hour;
The battle between grace and pride, I gave up not so long ago,
So steal my heart and take the pain, And wash the feet and cleanse my pride;
Take the selfish, take the weak, And all the things I cannot hide;
Take the beauty, take my tears, The sin-soaked heart and make it yours;
Take my world all apart, Take it now, take it now;
And serve the ones that I despise; Speak the words I can't deny;
Watch the world I used to love, Fall to dust and thrown away.....
Take my world apart.
This brings me to the thought: How much do we really want to pray for God to "Take our worlds apart"? I know for me it is super scary to pray that my life, dreams, goals, ambitions, etc... be stripped away so that in everything I will rely only on Him. To live in such a way that should God not show up, I would be in trouble. But as I think of it, and examine the men and women who did live like this (Read Acts or read things about the first Christians) I begin to see this was their prayer. That in all things they would know only Jesus, and in all they did He would receive glory. While this is a very scary thought (in a worldly sense) and would seem like foolishness to the world (See 2nd blog post) this is the prayer I will pray: That at all costs, Jesus will become my life. That at all costs I will know Him. That at all costs He will bring me into himself. Amen.